empyre86

Seniel

2007-02-10T21:47:49Z

I'm really like this girl. I don't care what people say.

posed to death

2007-01-26T07:05:17Z

Damn when people are high they can hit you with some trippy shit.

like Grant was high and he just got off his psychology class. and he asked me "what do you think happens to you when you die?" I used to sit up crying in the dark when I was little thinking about that same god damn question. still makes me loose sleep at night from time to time.
he was hitting me with some weird questions.

i have not got payed in almost 4 weeks so I have nothing to do I can't go hang out with people with no money and feel like a bumb. So I've been laying in bed home alone a lot till 3 or 4 then walking down to the Densons just to say tell myself I did something that day and walk home. but come the 31st I have to pay my cell bill and give my dad money for the fucking 240$ phone bill. and look for a car...

eh I don't even want to talk about girls...night night LJ

Oprah make over.

2007-01-22T01:57:10Z

portland

2007-01-12T07:36:30Z

I made this shirt today. I'm selling my clothes now.

so I got back from my almost 4 week adventure in Portland.

I'd have to say I have great friends. They take care of me. If I didn't have them I'm sure I'd be living in Vermont with my mother just because she could support me till I found out what I'm doing. That sounds bad "find out what I'm doing." what I'm doing right now is working min wage job and making clothes.

I'd have to say that's is a nice simple life. But it's lacking acouple things.
1)car.
2)I live way to far out of town.
3)I want to go to college for design.
4)I'd need a better job to get these things.

things are moving slow because I owe my dad money and I have a cell phone bill now. so I'll be strapped for money for like 3 months. After that I'll start moving forward.

OOOH and saving for tattoos.

goat buns are tight like a tiger.

2007-01-05T21:39:07Z

I will update the journal more once I go home. I still haven't had a lot of alone time to think and write anything.
but life is good. and I have good freinds.

childhood memories, drunk for the first 10 years.

2006-12-25T19:48:57Z

Kc is the funniest little guy I know. He's like my little brother. everytime we see eachother we run to eachother and hug it's awesome except he's always sticky and has shit all over his face.

7th night of fucking being a rockstar killed me and I crashed hard last night.

this is the only pic I have from the other night with Loni. I hung out with the coolest portland people. they are some tight people. Drunk team driving around downtown was awesome except when she threw up randomly and the chick in the back steat was fucked up and she just started walking off and we had to find her.

The Densons and Holmes are the coolest people ever they got me Christmas presents and stuff. God I miss Adam and I love his family they make me keep in touch.

this is a painting in the Office downtown I think it's done by my fav artist Corey Smith. Pro snowboarder and amazing artist. <3 Portland.

pics I fogot about.

2006-12-22T21:38:48Z

fuck'd up

2006-12-22T21:34:22Z

god damn I've been drinking and smoking 3 days in a row. the night before last was mybe the best night of my life.

Max is back from the airforce for a month or something and so we had a party at his house we drank 4 fths and a half rack of beer.
we did so much stuff we got pizza went to the movies fucked with people inside the movies then got our money back. then we went to vodoo donuts and then came back to Vince's all fucked up and I cut on the turn tables for awhile.

last night was rad too. we smoked tons and ate tons of food then went and got Max and he did salvia it was fucking nuts he was tripping hard. then we went to nicole's party but they are tight parties but we always show up and leave. I bet everyone there thinks we're bawlers.

pics:

boozer

2006-12-20T23:12:39Z

I've been super busy with things for the last week or so I've not been able to write much.

but here are some pics from my week.

a lot of skating and drinking.

sk3

2006-12-16T21:54:57Z

woot I got the sk3. it's so awesome. and then after I got it we skated the DOS for like 6 hours straight. I am so sore and I had to work this morning. I'm going to go skate the Dos again tonight. then mybe find something to do.

woot sk3. I'll tell you how it goes later.

sorry missed a day.

2006-12-15T19:19:43Z

my power was out from like 6 till 6 last night till this morning. I don't know how I couldn't get to sleep last night but I got like 4 hours from 6am till 10am.

yesterday:

took a nap, made a new song(www.myspace.com/zombieretard) it's a warcraft 3 song. other than that I didn't really do much.

today:

my plans havn't worked out so far I was suposed to get a cell phone with shaina but now she says she has to work. I'll write more later. I have to finish my song now. after listening to it on replay about 20 times I found some kinks I need to work out.

I had a dream someone loved me.

2006-12-14T02:33:37Z

I'm sitting here at Chuck's house with tons of older people. it's for Dj(retarded 10 year old or something) and we're here for cake! I was just at Adam's house to get the money the owed me.

I'm like family here. I've never been big with my own family. I usually hang out around peoples places long enough to become 'like family'

gah. the dogs are fighting. and Kc is being loud as shit. and Dj is making squeeling noises at the cake.

but I tried this thing today. I forgot the quote from the philosopher but I'll post it later. but it worked. I'll write more later I feel like a loner the kid is opening presents.

Later tonight:

I just played about 10 games of Warcraft with BeastMan. we are becoming Korean. : D
but anywho. I ate a huge peice of icecream cake and got a energy drink and went home.
I almost got a pack of ciggs tonight, I've been stressed as shit and felt like I needed one.

I found out that the 29th is going to be the best day of my life. you'll find out later.

2 days till SideKick. god I hope I can get it that same day.

I had a dream someone loved me.

Work

2006-12-13T07:26:01Z

tonight at work uugh.

first of all we had to dress up. :' (
I don't like to dress up to wash dishes..
and I took forever tonight we got done at 10:30 and usually we get done at 8:30 or 9. but I was the only dish washer and we had a special dinner. so I couldn't wash dishes while they were eating because it would be to loud. so we had to pile them sky high.

then at dinner it was the same old fucking stupid small talk..talking about dogs this time..god I hate listening to old ladies and small talk. I want to say dirty words just to see what they'd do and say.

but after I was all done with the dishes, all sweaty and pissed blasting HxC music. I take off my headphones to see if anything else needs to be done and I start sweeping and 3 people are watching me sweep and barking orders at me and they were standing there for like 15 minutes watching me. So I said "you guys could help out." and dropped my broom and walked off.

I think my boss might be mad at me. oh well.

I went to adams house the other morning. that wasn't fun at all. it was me and his mom talking about him for like 4 hours. that's not how I wanted to spend my day. I wanted to shower and get the stuff they got me for my birthday.

god I feel like I'll never have a moment I'll never forget again. With adam those happened everyday.

I shaved. and I wear V-Neck shirts...what of it?

my septum isn't in and the ball of my lip ring isn't in either stupid work.

Jeremy just sent me this pic from work tonight. looks like I have a huge chin. haha. oh well.

it says "Salmon" on my forhead.

Morning.

2006-12-12T19:04:02Z

well last nigh turned out like this;

once we got done with Tarzan's birthday she turned like 7 and got stuffed animals and things.
Vince and I drove around then went to Mike's and watch some lame street magic show.

Mike wanted 4 Big Macs at McDonals and he gave us 20$ to go get them for him and we bought ourselves food and got his 4 Big Macs then I hate one. so we put our garbage in that empty Big Mac box.

We drove around more went to Winco where Vince used to live and drove around his old hood. I guess hanging out with Mike reminds him of old times. We went to the 24/7 starbucks but there was no place to sit so we just left. Then we went and got Zach.

Nicole's party was alright. We found some beer in the fridge but that was the last of it. so we had no beer and we only knew 2 people there. Most of the people I talked to talked about my nose ring, guages and sweater. I get that shit a lot. We left after 2 beers. "No hot chicks"

right now Peter(short greased back hair tattooed gangsta) and John(rugged zach's uncle) are talking about cars while I'm watching a movie. assholes.

I have to work tonight so I can't go play beer pong with people tonight. : (

this was last night before we went to sleep. well I stayed up till 4 watching a movie.

this is Bob Barker, Vince, Zach and me chilling at Barkers house. One Doller Bob.

Tennis

2006-12-12T00:46:25Z

I lost by one game we only played 3 games because we had to go drop off some girl so Vince could get a new cell phone.

we're going to go play another few games right now. playing at the psu indoor courts is so much better.

kk I have to go we're leaving.

I always spend to much money.

late night. Fatal Familial Insomnia.

2006-12-11T06:54:37Z

why do I always start my nights around 10pm or if hanging out with Brittany 1am? this late night shit is killing me slowly I think the word for that is, Fatal Familial Insomnia. What happened to people hanging out in the daytime? you know going outside and skating or going to the mall...

I just got done fighting with Brittany while making plans with Lauren while solving someones boyfriend troubles while talking to someone I don't know how to feel about.
I really thought my head was going to explode.

I'm getting a side kick soon. I really should get a car though.

spending most my time sitting in my room making up stupid shit to post on myspace and waiting for work. BUT! sidekick first.

I found my real parents tonight;