empyre86

I'm really like this girl. I don't care what people say.

Damn when people are high they can hit you with some trippy shit.

like Grant was high and he just got off his psychology class. and he asked me "what do you think happens to you when you die?" I used to sit up crying in the dark when I was little thinking about that same god damn question. still makes me loose sleep at night from time to time.
he was hitting me with some weird questions.

i have not got payed in almost 4 weeks so I have nothing to do I can't go hang out with people with no money and feel like a bumb. So I've been laying in bed home alone a lot till 3 or 4 then walking down to the Densons just to say tell myself I did something that day and walk home. but come the 31st I have to pay my cell bill and give my dad money for the fucking 240$ phone bill. and look for a car...

eh I don't even want to talk about girls...night night LJ

I made this shirt today. I'm selling my clothes now.






so I got back from my almost 4 week adventure in Portland.

I'd have to say I have great friends. They take care of me. If I didn't have them I'm sure I'd be living in Vermont with my mother just because she could support me till I found out what I'm doing. That sounds bad "find out what I'm doing." what I'm doing right now is working min wage job and making clothes.

I'd have to say that's is a nice simple life. But it's lacking acouple things.
1)car.
2)I live way to far out of town.
3)I want to go to college for design.
4)I'd need a better job to get these things.

things are moving slow because I owe my dad money and I have a cell phone bill now. so I'll be strapped for money for like 3 months. After that I'll start moving forward.

OOOH and saving for tattoos.

I will update the journal more once I go home. I still haven't had a lot of alone time to think and write anything.
but life is good. and I have good freinds.